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Frozen Orbital ImplosionFixed in the sphere; of reality  Broken in the realm; of society  Drenched in the fear; of vitality  Burn in the napalm; of MENTALITY   
Enigma of the mere human domain  Billowing in the calm disgust  We're the civilization of pain  Sitting and waiting to combust   
We're the generation of insane  Hating ourselves and eating dust  "MAYDAY, MAYDAY", shout thoughts in my brain  Relating dread in mighty gusts   
Fixed in the sphere; of reality  Broken in the realm; of society  Drenched in the fear; of vitality  Burn in the napalm; of MENTALITY  
------ Frozen Orbital Implosion
in Fixed on 9/7/08
Detrimental Daemon
in Open on 9/6/08
Repugnant Dearest
in Song on 8/31/08
Central Collective Componentcold to the touch, numb to the bone  this is what history made me  groomed to actions, thrown in the zone  making fractions to set me free   
i need my fix, no distractions  this is what history made me  seeking your pain, my attraction  my private gain to hear you plea   
apologies, it's in my brain.  this is what history made me  i can not cease, maybe insane  it gives me peace to the i.d. (Insane Daemon)   
it's not my fault, it's my release  this is what history made me  engraved on in, only to increase  personal sin, shh, count to three.  ----- Central Collective Component
in Fixed on 8/21/08
Abominable Addictioni have no cigarettes  just a bottle of my booze  i want my fucking drugs  but i have my clean time too   
don't miss feelings of bugs  but if you all only knew  maybe i just need a hug  my mind may be a bit blue   
NO  I WANT MY FUCKING DRUGS  THERE'S NOTHING I WOULDN'T DO   
what will become of me?  need something to get into  what happened to i.d.?  maybe i'm just overdue   
YES  I WANT MY FUCKING DRUGS  THERE'S NOTHING I WOULDN'T DO   
i could just do a few  a little bit here and there  that's all very untrue  a Abominable Addiction
in Open on 9/14/07
Afflicted Retentionisolated in my stereo sound  to replace the pain she put me through  empty without it and i can't rebound   
and i'm afraid to admit it's true  i was a fuckin' glutton for it all  to maintain us as one and not two   
she was horrible with her eight ball  always the sniff sniff cough cough choke choke  but i was in it for the endless haul   
'twas way too much for this troubled bloke  she brutally raped my existence  and quickly left me for fucking broke   
to endure the line of least resistance  ---------------  5-3-07 Afflicted Retention
in Fixed on 5/3/07
Polar Blue Lovelittle boy blue  doesn't give a fuck about you  he lies, he does  but, so what, he says fuck you too   
he's falling apart  i can't seem to make the pieces stay  he just lost his heart  but there's nothing left to fucking say   
don't care, no where to start  he said goodbye, after the depart  like to say, if he may  under the decay, i thank you   
he had love for ya  but it's finished, he's finished  and all that blah blah  lies, the love won't diminish   
you'll always be my baby's ma  ---------------  4-11-07 Polar Blue Love
in Fixed on 5/3/07
Communal Education-Eradicationthe penetration of this generation  is forever seemingly intolerable  the lack of foundation fills me with trepidation  how can it ever be accomplishable?   
it requires innovation  and mental masturbation   
to set up for the alter  without the helter-skelter   
hurry into your formation  and deliver salvation   
travel rapidly to the objective  and modify all of their prespectives  ---------------  3-17-07 Communal Education-Eradication
in Fixed on 5/3/07
Mistaken Fortune Part 1she found me in the dirt  so tired and weary  i couldn't help but blurt  her big smile so cheery   
picked me up by my hand  my life so dark and dreary  making my eyes expand  a little bit the teary   
open to her command  she was my wonderful guide  with nothing ever planned  in her mits my heart reside   
upon one night in my room  in the night left to decide  risk the potential doom  or should i go back and hide?   
couldn't help, but assume  only the worse would occur  was like making my tomb  what happened next was... a blur Mistaken Fortune Part 1
in Fixed on 7/25/06
Rectal SmokeStage smoke.  What's it's purpose?  To see? To Smell? To touch?  No, no. It's to feel!  The feeling of excitement.  Of anticipation.  Of enthrallment.  First phase. Setup. Prepare.  The drumroll of emotions.   
Second phase. Perform. Execute.  But what if it doesn't occur?  What do you have?  You have excitement, anticipation, tension.  All bottled up.  Nothing to pop the cork.  Nothing to free the bonds.  Celebration without the party.  Shotgun without the shell.  A little boy without a soul.   
You have an incomplete act.  Broken pr Rectal Smoke
in Spoken Word on 9/16/05
Silence Said The Shepherd
in Political on 7/9/05
Street Couching
in Conceptual on 4/19/05
Instant NirvanaInstant Nirvana   
In the spring of 2004 there was a young man. A quite desperate young man in fact. He was at the core of a complicated situation that was invulnerable to salvation. With a history riddled with depression, personal anxiety and chronic stomach pain, the young man desperately needed salvation. An instant nirvana. The problems only became more complicated over time and he searched ravagedly for solutions. "What can I do?", he'd ponder late into the night.   
See, this young man was the type that would think of solving problems untill he actually solved them. In his current situation, to solve one problem was Instant Nirvana
in Satire on 3/29/05
Pandora's Womb
in Domesticated Animals on 2/28/05
Sakefully QuickOh, holy one  I kneel before you  For my life is done  What am I to do?   
I've sat and prayed  My impatience grew  Waiting for aid  Which was way overdue   
My hope was left to fade  Time has passed   
I'm reaching for the blade  For my sake, please act fast  ---------------  11-06-03, Saturday Evening Sakefully Quick
in Emotional on 12/7/03
Subsequent Conclusionthere's nothing left for me now  nothing left to lose  everything to gain now  i'm just sick of this abuse   
life is hanging by a thread [now]  soon you'll see me on the news  with all my body cold and dead [now]  what was i left to choose?   
look at all the pretty red [now]  didn't i leave you clues?  it doesn't matter now  i'm left with nomore bluesss!  ---------------  9-07-03, Sunday Morning Subsequent Conclusion
in Lyrical on 9/7/03
Postponing Animationi don't understand why i wait  the final solution, no more pain  i sit and drift, postponing fate  one solution, one shot in the brain   
but yet i insist, i shall wait  something this poem, could not explain  ...  --------------  9-01-03, Monday Night Postponing Animation
in Abstract on 9/2/03
Atrocious Sirei can't take this agony anymore  his fists are knives to all of my pride  with every punch puncturing the core  leaving me meaningless inside   
what did i do to deserve all of this?  all of my self-worth has gone and died  i never knew so much anguish exists  blade and skin will forever collide  ---------------  8-15-03, Friday Night Atrocious Sire
in Emotional on 8/27/03
Hanging With Easei\'m ready to watch myself hang
the noose is swaying with ease
life will perish without a bang
i think it will be a breeze
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6-19-03, Saturday Evening Hanging With Ease
in Emotional on 7/19/03
Sigh Of Betrayalforever betrayed, i will stay  forgiveness denied, nothing left to say  feelings aside, inside i\'ve died  life\'s a disarray, left alone, i sigh  ---------------  6-26-03, Thursday Night Sigh Of Betrayal
in Emotional on 6/27/03
Esoteric Pleasancewhat has happened to me?  why is this knife in my hand?  mind and heart can\'t agree.   
no one will ever understand  the power of the knife heals  it will always make me feel grand   
can\'t describe why it appeals  forever and always  unbelievably surreal  ---------------  6-23-03, Monday Night Esoteric Pleasance
in Emotional on 6/24/03
Its For The Better\"stay away from him\", she proclaimed  mind crushed and my heart destroyed  i drift off, completely ashamed  my depression redeployed   
what am i to do?  depression inflamed  i know, it\'s overdue   
gun in hand, my head maimed  in my room i left a letter  this is what the note exclaimed:   
it\'s for the better  ---------------  5-26-03, Monday Morning Its For The Better
in Emotional on 5/26/03
Forever PainThe pain inside is unbearable,  Forever so insistent.  Never to be repairable,  Forever so persistent.   
It disappears for a awhile,  Forever so consistent.  Always versatile,  Forever so resistant.  ---------------  11-23-02, Saturday Night Forever Pain
in Emotional on 5/12/03
Pain To Eternal Sleepi have this pain,  it\'s very deep.  it can\'t be obtained,  it\'s a black sheep.  so self contained,  to my eternal sleep.  ---------------  6-16-02, Tuesday Night Pain To Eternal Sleep
in Dark on 5/12/03
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